It feels like forever ago, but I remember thinking this morning that Friday couldn't have come at a better time. I'm tired, the girls have been flirting with colds, it has been a long week, and even though we have a busy weekend planned, this two day stretch still holds the illusion of rest, and I was thrilled to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Our play date for this afternoon canceled, so Miss A and I tagged along on a trip to Large Warehouse Store with friends who then came home with us to visit and play for a few minutes before we went our separate ways to eat lunch, and possibly to nap.
Miss A and I saw two helicopters on our way home from Large Warehouse Store, but helicopters are a fairly regular occurrence in our neighborhood, so I didn't think much of them until later, when the phone rang, and a friend asked me to turn on the news and tell her why she was sitting in such crazy traffic on the highway. She wondered if she should exit or wait it out---because crazy traffic is also not terribly unique in these parts.
Then this happened way to close to our home, and the nearly perfect autumn day was shattered.
The news is reporting multiple casualties. The helicopters continue to hover over the exact stretch of highway we travel every day. The stretch of highway I use to take Miss A to preschool. It is covered in protective foam; diesel fuel is still spilling almost too quickly for the rescue crews to contain, threatening local drinking supplies and creating an explosive situation just over a mile from school.
And, I can't stop thinking about that feeling this morning, that relief that Friday had arrived, that we had made it to the weekend we so greatly need. My family is safe. We are in the exact places we are every Friday, doing the exact same things, and we are safe.
We are lucky.
For several families this day came too soon. Please, if you are the praying type, now would be a great time to send some in our direction.